Alena - [email protected]

[AlanJones]

From: luchistyj - [email protected]
Reply-to: luchistyj - [email protected]

Hello. Dear stranger, I want to know how much you interest in search and getting acquainted with new and wonderful girl?
My name is Alena. I hope to your like my pic. I also find man with whom my life will quiet and wonderful. I am very cheerful, kind and positive girl.
But I still one and very tired of that life. So I come to a dating agency and get you email. In fact, I'm find for real man for a serious relation ship and even marriage in future.
The main is my goal - I want to find a companion to my lonely life! I very hope that you are just such a man.
I be happy if we will find our common interests and our acquaintance is most remarkable moment in our future life.
I do not know how you are interested in continue our talking therefore detail I write about me later!
I wait for your answer!
See you soon.

[AlanJones]

New email address - [email protected]

From: Alena Dubinina - [email protected]

Hi, XXX .

Thanks that have given to me a little time and have answered my
letter. I will be presented my name is Alena. I have found your
e-mail, through dating agency "Scarlet Sails". Why I write to you and
at once I give this information. The answer is simple. That further
there were no questions in our communications. On it I will write to
you fairly. "I do not know, how agency have found your address". I
have given to dating agency of a few money and the information (has
specified the country, age). After the done operation. Agency to me
has given yours email. Here so I have found you. Now if you not
against. I will tell a little about myself. To me of 32 years I was
born in the city of Izhevsk (Russian Federation). I work as the
surgeon 4 years, in the state clinics. I love the work and I am proud,
to those that I help people. About my interests and to a way of life.
I like to go in for sports (most likely you have noticed on my
photos). After the working day. I go to be engaged in gym for
maintenance of the form. Into my trainings enters (Aerobics,
gymnastics, yoga). As the saying goes, I for a healthy way of life:)
Me does not interest bad habits (alcohol, smoking and drugs). Most of
all I hate drugs. Here my first question. In what you sports most of
all take a great interest??? Or in the past, than took a great
interest??? Whether there are at you bad habits??? It would be very
interesting to me to know it about you as it is more about you. I have
not much distracted, that else it is possible to tell about me. I
prefer all music irrespective of a genre be it (Rock, Jazz, Pop and so
on). What did you wish to know about me??? Please ask questions (only
I ask to set to me adequate questions). Well??? On it I will finish
the letter and I hope to receive from you the answer. Your new friend

Alena

[AlanJones]

From: Alena Dubinina - [email protected]

Hello XXX!

You have written the letter to me, it is very pleasant. Thanks, that
you have found, that minute has answered me. Sincerely conversation I
Could not hope for it. I do not know what to tell in my first letter
because I never got acquainted through the Internet before. It -
something new and unusual to me. But I shall try, write good letters
to you. I assume, that you will be capable to understand mine Words
also that I shall tell to you. I think, that will be correct if I
start to speak you about mine all over again because it was I Who
started to write. I am not confident, that you will love my letters,
that they will be interesting to you but if it will not be so You will
write to me about it. Well? Probably you will be surprised, that I do
not live in your country. But I hope, that it does not shake You. Same
I similarly to many other ladies in other countries in the world. I am
a usual woman who has hands, legs, main a Heart which is the most
important. I think, that my heart is very sensitive. I hope, that you
will understand it from my letters. I shall be very happy, if the
distance between us does not do afraid you, and you will answer me.
Please not be too strict to My mistakes in words, the English language
- not my native language. But I Assume, that I know it well. Well, my
name - Alena, as you To know. You can name me as you like. I shall not
be disappointed. To me of 32 years. My birthday - on 28-th of February
. I was Given birth in 1988. My height - 168 see. My weight - 47 kg. I
live in city Izhevsk. Izhevsk known city of Russia. Izhevsk - very
much beutive city. I assume, that you would like city if you saw it. I
dreamed to become an actress in my childhood. Probably it - dream of
many girls. But my dream did not become true. It is serious The
validity of a life. I have finished medical university. My formation
will consist of 3 levels: school, college, university. I Studied
within 18 years. All 18 years I have studied the English language
also. I have finished university in age 25. How to me gave with a
medal for excellent results during my studying. Do not think, that I
brag (Smile). Than I worked as the second surgeon in small clinic
within 4 years. It was very much intresting and in the same Time
responsable. I was happy to give health of people, to help them. Many
things depend on me during actions. I think in The future I will be
capable the surgeon to become independent. You think, what it - good
dream? Probably that I shall work in Clinic, as the basic surgeon. Now
I have the small house with a small garden. I live one for this reason
I am not capable to Work in a garden it is constant. But however my
garden is very beautiful and pleasant. I like to raise flowers because
They the most beautiful which have been created by the nature. I live
one, I have no neither children, nor the boyfriend. Sometimes I Feel
like very lonely in my house. Perhaps, for this reason I have decided
to get acquainted with you. To me already 32, also I take a life
philosophically. I have the house, work, friends, but I cannot tell,
that I am happy. I have was not present Many who I can my best half. I
have written to you all over again, it means, that I can divide my
ideas and feelings with you. I hope, that you will not be Laughter.
And we shall write many letters to each other. I am very pleased and
grateful, that you have answered my letter, because I Decided to try
to get acquainted through the Internet only once. And it was a miracle
for me when you have written to me the letter. If it Was not, so I
shall never try to do friends through e-mail once again. I never get
acquainted before in such a way. I cannot Understand completely as it
works because I have no computer. I - only beginer in work of the
Internet. But I hope, that I shall be Be capable to write to you
constantly. I hope, that you are interested in our dialogue, as I. I
would like to ask you some questions. If you do not want to answer
them, you could not to make it, I shall not be offended. What do you
do? What your trade? Make you Similarly to this? Who - nambers your
family? I ask to tell it in more detail. With whom you live? You can
tell to me About all of you, that you want. I shall be pleased to know
all about your life. It - only female curiosity. The hope will not
offend it You. I understand, that tastes differ, but I hope, that my
image will be pleasant for you. But I should tell, That I cannot
receive the big files. I shall have trouble. As I use a computer on
work. I hope, that you will write to me soon. I thank you Beforehand.
With the best regards. With the best regards.



Alena....

[AlanJones]

From: Alena Dubinina - [email protected]

Hello XXX !!!

How - you today? I hope, that all - is good. I also am happy today
because I have the letter from you. I have written to me! I very
happy. Many thanks for your short answer. But still!!!! They become a
tin do tell about himself??? About the interests when you are
interested very much. It will not take a lot of time to write to me
the letter. If you do not do wish to communicate with me. Write to me
immediately. Then I will not write to you, and I become that Search
for acquaintance continue. I becomes for yours on him Letter wait....
Now I work, and I write the letter to you. Last time I have not had
time to add to you the letter. I hope this time to me will not prevent
to make it. And so. I did not write to you about my family. But I
think that you should know about it, and now I am going to make it. I
have been given birth also dews to Izhevsk. Now I live here. I do not
make remember my father because he did not live with us. I was grown
only by my mother. We were the best friends on the ground, we were
very much the friend close to the friend. But my mum had a cancer of a
stomach, and she has died in 2007. Year was horrable for me. I, though
I was the unique person on the whole planet. It was awful and
incredible. I could not understand it for long time. I was empty. It
is difficult to imafine for ideas in my head and my feelings. Even now
I remember my mum very much frequently. You know, that I had very
happy childhood. My mum and I went in park together. We play together
various games. We spoke much. Only than, several years I started to
understand last, that she felt qulity because I had no father with me.
But I have received news from other people, that it was no mistake of
my mother. My father (I cannot name his "daddy") never loved my mum.
Me has left her lonely when he has learned, that my mum was the
pregnant woman. It was very difficult for her to bring up me, to feec
me to buy me of a dress for this reason I do not carry bosh. We lived
only her tiny earnings. But we never complained of our life - we have
solved all problems together. But if we were happy, that we tried to
tell about our success to our neighbours. My mum always spoke me, that
I should marry the person which I shall love. She adviced I to besure
in the person before movement to marry him. I think the same. I shall
remember the moment during long time. I shall never forget mine eyes
of mother when my leg has been broken also I couldn " t, go. Then we
were far from our house up to, collects berries. Only my mum and I.
But she has taken me on her hands and bore mine to our house. You can
imagine it? To me there were 12 years when my mum was carry of me
duringan hour. I have understood, that it was difficult to her, but
she did not want to leave me alone in a wood to go in the house, to
ask whom - that the help. She was afraid, that something awful happen
with me in a wood. I hope which you understand, that memory of my mum
road for me. After death of my mum I feel very much lonly because I
have no neither sisters, nor brothers. To be more exact, I have no any
relatives. But I have girlfriends. They Elena and Masha. They are
remarkable girls. We can name us sisters because we are friends more
than 15 years, and we help each other. I - confident absolotely, that
if I ask Elena, Masha to help me they will never refuse. Our attitudes
are very strong, Time has checked up them. One year ago Elena married,
and her husband has taken her to his native city. We write letters
each other very much frequently, but it is a pity, that we cannot see
the most part the friend from the friend. But Elena has arrived to us
in the spring. I taljed very much the whole week, but it was too
little, we could not tell each other all events. Now Masha and I wait
for Elena the following arrival. And you, make you hawer such friends?
Also In the summer for entertainment I work in my small garden. I
raise flowers. But as a hobby it certainly flowers. Roses, orchids,
tulips, an aster and it is a lot of others. But main the place in a
garden has my favourite flowers, has raised also an orchid. The hope
you can sometime see it. It is a pity, I can write more. I hope, that
you will answer my letter. I also hope, that you are interested in our
connection. I shall tell to you more about my life in my ambassador of
letters. I think, that you are tolerant (smile).

Sincerely yours Alena.

P.S I decided to used the Internet to find love because i have been
unable to find a suitable partner in my own country. The men i meet
either want a man for is sex or they do not want a family just a
entertainment.

[AlanJones]

From: Alena Dubinina - [email protected]

Hi XXX!

How are you? What is the weather like today in your country? I hope
all is well. Today it was small a snow. But it did not last long. Now
the air is fresh outside and I'm glad that I can sit near the window
and write a letter to you. Today I have had a difficult day, but now
i'm free and I can spend my time writing you. Today it is cloudy
outdoors that's why I am in a lyrical mood. By the way I'm sorry for
my previous letter. It was sad. I did not want to make you
disappointed. I hope you did not get offended to my story about the
mother. Well, I'm in a good mood and I want to tell you about my
hobbies. I like listening to different music. It depends on my mood
and feelings. I like Russian composers such as Dunaevskiy and
Chajkovsky. But I also like listening to Mozart and Bach. I think they
are great composers and no body will surpass them. I like Joe Satriane
as well. I suppose he is a magnificent guitar player. I hope you agree
with me. I like the group “ Dire Straits ” very much. I like “ Pink
Floyd ”. They are not similar to any others. There are a great number
of popular musicians abroad. But I remember Russians as well. May be
you heard about the Russian group "Spleen" or "Chaif." But I think the
most famous Russian group abroad is “ Gorky Park ”. Probably you've
heard about it. They had a great success at the beginning of 90s. By
the way I like going to the cinema very much. I like Russian directors
such as Tarkovsky, Konchalovsky and Mihalkov. Now days a lot of
foreign films are on the screen in Russia. Foreign cinema is widely
spread in Russia. I like such old American films as Gladiator, Brave
Heart. Mel Gibson is a good actor. New films are also interesting to
me. I have seen “ The chronicles of Suicide Squad ” and “ Star Trek
Beyond” recently. I liked it. I have some favourite shows. For example
- "Wildlife" from BBC. They show the most beautiful views of nature
and animals. I like to watch programs about nature and animals very
mach. I also prefer to watch NBA games. They are fantastic shows. But
unfortunately NBA games are not very often shown on Russian TV.
Criminal programs have the biggest rating on TV, because here TV
reporters tell about crimes occurring during a day or a week, they
tell about leaders and authorities of criminal business in Russia,
juvenile murderers and racists, addicts, maniacs, etc. You know the
level of crimes is extremely high in Russia. The majority of our
country like to watch these programs. But I hate to do it. I prefer to
watch some musical and entertaining shows, and as a rule they are our
(Russian) programs and of course they are not known to you. Now you
think that I spend my time in front of the TV screen with my mouth
full of popcorn and it takes me the whole day (smile.) But it's not
true. Actually I watch TV very seldom, once in a blue moon. I have no
time and forces to do it. My health is the most important thing for
me. I do not boast. My health is really good, and I always try to be
in a good form. I jag every morning, try to spend as much times as
possible in the open air. I have no car and I take a bus or whatever
(I mean transport) very seldom. I take cold - not shower. I have been
living in the conditions of rather cold winters and damp autumn since
my childhood. Such king of climate helps to toughen my health. I do
not smoke and do not take alcoholic drinks. I prefer a healthy way of
life and I'm proud of it. Sewing and knitting are my hobbies if it's
possible to say so. I also like to spend my free time gardening and
gathering much rooms and berries. I love to ski and to skate in
winter.In the summer as I like to go by a bicycle.As I love is engaged
in fitness. I can speak about my hobbies for a long time. But I also
want to say that I do not like some things. I do not like artful and
envious people. I hate when somebody lies and deceives. I do not love
cruelty and roughness. I'm not interested in people, who prefer to
spend their time drinking alcohol a lot. I also do not like bad
untasty meal and cloudy days (smile.) XXX I shall be glad, if you
tell about you many various things for me. I want to know about you
more and more. Because you my FRIEND. You agree? Friends always should
know well each other.

Your Alena ...

[AlanJones]

From: Alena Dubinina - [email protected]

Hi my XXX!

The day is wonderful today and I’m in high spirits and how are you? I
hope all is well.I decided to used the Internet to find love because i
have been unable to find a suitable partner in my own country. The men
i meet either want a man for is sex or they do not want a family just
a entertainment. Yesterday I was in a bad mood. Was snow all day long.
I like when snow but yesterday it was pouring and it didn’t make me
happy. I’ve already told you that I live in my own house. It’s very
beautiful and comfortable, but it’s too old. The roof is very old too
and that’s why there are some holes in it. I’m disappointed that
during the snow. The water goes through the hotels in the roof and
makes the house full of water. I asked a specialist’s help, and he
tried to repair some parts of the roof for many times but it didn’t
help, because it’s necessary to repair the whole roof, I have to
change the roof. And yesterday I come to the conclusion that I have to
do it as soon as possible. More than it at this moment it’s necessary.
My girlfriend Masha promised me to help. She always help me. I’m very
glad to have such a girlfriend. She is very close to me and we often
spend time together. By the way I told her about you ans she is happy
that we write letters to each other. Masha says that I need a man who
will help me and who will really love me. You know I really feel
lonely very often but I believe in god luck. I believe in God, he
always helps. I don’t remember if I told you or not about my dog. Its
name is Ralph. It is very handsome. I like to play with it, I like to
feed it, so I like to take care of it. Ralph is very tender, and it
loves me too. Every evening it meets me near the house, and every
morning it goes with me to the clinic and that it returns. You will
laugh at me, but I must be sure that somebody or something waits for
me in the house, no matter if it’s just my dog. I hope you do. I heard
if a person has a pet in a house and if he takes a good care of it the
person is a very good house keeper. I belive it. Masha has a dog at
home too, and our Dog like to play together. But sometimes Dog fight.
I’m sorry that I pay too much attention to it in my letters and may be
you are not interested in it at all, but I want to tell you about the
dearest living being in my life. I shall wait your pictures . In
weekend I was in a cinema. Because this session began late. I and
Masha looked " La La Land". This very entertainment american movie. I
like this movie. Masha was delight also. After arrival from cinema I
to cook my favorite a dish - pancakes. I made it with jam a
gooseberry. Very tasty. It's a pity, that I cannot treat you. Probably
during week I will prepare for future house repair. I’ll look for
people who will help me with it. I imagine my house after repair. It
will be very cosy and nice, if everything will go well. I’m sorry,
probably my letter is sad but I think you’ll be interested in thoughts
and feelings. Tell me, if something will be interesting for you. I’ll
tell you it in detail. With best regards.

Alena....

[AlanJones]

From: Alena Dubinina - [email protected]

Hi my dear XXX!

Thank you very much for your letter. It brightens my day! I hope that
you have the same feeling when you receive mine. And of course, I
enjoy our correspondence and I am serious. I consider you to be my
friend, I think that you understand me in lots of things and it's easy
for me to talk to you on many topics. You can ask me any questions you
want. I think that this is very important for the relationship, if
both of the partners want the relationship to grow. Trust is also very
important, no relationship can be strong without it. Thank you for
being honest with me and from my side I can say that I will be honest
with you also. I think we should try to tell each other as much as we
can.

I would like to know you better from inside, XXX, because you seem
very interesting to me, so I have a question for you: What qualities
do you appreciate in people the most? In my opinion, honesty,
faithfulness, kindness, sincere and understanding are very important
in people. I also think that in every relationship trust plays the
main role. That's why I think that 100 trust should be between man and
woman, they should be able to say every single thing to each other,
share all their joys and sorrows. If they have a problem they should
try to find a solvation together. What do you think, XXX? What is
your opinion?

You know, XXX, I think that age is very important in the
relationships. I think that the man should be older than the woman. As
for me I prefer my future husband to be older than I am. Older men
know how to treat the girl right, they know what the girl wants. It’s
much more interesting to talk to them. And there is one more thing. I
am looking for the serious relationships and guys of my age they
normally want just to have fun, they don’t have any serious
intentions, they don’t think about future. I don’t like it. I am not
against fun, of course, every person needs rest, but not all the time.
You probably understand me. What do you think am I right, XXX? My
dear XXX, please, tell me more about you. What are your goals and
dreams? What are you looking for? And what are your intentions? It
will be very interesting for me to know. If it's not hard, please,
answer these questions for me. And feel free to ask me anything, I'll
answer you with great pleasure.

I will be looking forward to your letter!!!! Sincerely,

Alena.....

[AlanJones]

From: Alena Dubinina - [email protected]

Hi my dear XXX!!

Thank you very much for your letter and your tender words and care.
You are so sweet to me, it is so pleasant for me to read your letters,
when I close my eyes I can see you saying this to me, it makes me feel
very good. That's a great feeling, I am thanking God that you are in
my life. Even though we are far from each other in reality, in my
dreams we are together, we are walking together at some nice place in
the nature holding hands and saying tender and warm words to each
other. I feel that you are very special to me, I need to read your
letters like I need air or water for living. I couldn't even think
that something like that could happen to me. Thank you that you are,
XXX.

You know, XXX, I don't think that the outside beauty is the most
important thing, you can be beautiful for some time, even the most
beautiful, but in some years this beauty will go away, there will be
other people who are going to be looking better. I think that the real
beauty is inside your soul, that what stays forever. The person should
be beautiful from inside, in my opinion. Don't you agree with me,
XXX?

XXX, I see in you the person who I can talk easily with, who is
interesting for me, the one who is making me want to know you more and
more. I would like to know your soul, I would like to know everything
about you. I see that you are not playing with me or joking around,
many of our thoughts are the same, our values are very close and we
are looking for the same things, we both are looking for the special
one. I see that I can establish the emotional connection with you, I
can talk to you on any topic, it's very easy for me, it seems like I
know you for a long time.

I like your thoughts about life and relationships between man and
woman. By your letters I can say that you are a decent man with
serious intentions. I like that in you. I think that we are even a
little bit alike in that. I am also serious about our correspondence.
I like to read your letters and I think that I will really like to
talk to you in person, you seem to be an intelligent and well educated
person. I hope that some time we are going to meet.

OK, XXX, I am finishing my letter now and I hope that you are
having a great day!

I am thinking about you and I am really happy that we've met! This
thought makes me smile

Hope to hear from you soon!

With hugs,

Alena...

[AlanJones]

From: Alena Dubinina - [email protected]

Hi my dear XXX !!!

It was very pleasant for me to receive your letter. This is really so,
in my opinion, the combination of nice appearance and tender heart are
your qualities. I am very happy that I've got acquainted with you,
XXX . We started our correspondence not long time ago, but I like
your letters so much, it seems to me like I know you for a long time,
your thoughts are so close to mine. I hope that in the future we will
become very good friends or even more.

You know, XXX , I was thinking a lot about my future life and I
think that I would like to move to another country to live, there are
few reasons for that. I can tell you why. First of all I should say
that I want stability in my life. I think that it’s very hard to get
this here in Russia. There are several reasons for that. I don’t have
anything against Russia. Russia is a wonderful country, that’s my
Motherland and I love it, but the economical situation here is very
bad, you can’t be sure in the next day, but I am thinking about my
future. Sometime in the nearest future I am going to have a family and
children and I want my future children to be safe, I want them to have
everything they want. In my opinion, this is very important. What is
your opinion, XXX ? And there is a second reason for my intention
to move to live to another country. I would like to find my soul mate,
the person I can trust completely, the person who is going to be near
me all the time, love me and take care of me. Russian men have lots of
bad habbits, they drink a lot. My dad used to drink a lot. It gave my
mom much pain. I don’t want this to happen to me. So, I think now you
understand why I would like to move somewhere from Russia.

I would really like to have a good and strong family based on good
emotional connection first of all and understanding and surely love. I
think that these things are the most important. I would like to have
my second half near me to feel that I am safe, that I am loved and
that I have a person near me whom I can give all my tenderness and
care that is inside of me. I do have a lot to give, but for right now
there is no one special whom I can give it to and I don't want to
waste it just for someone, I want to meet my only one, my special one.

I am thinking a lot about you, XXX , and I would like to hear from
you soon. Ok, I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking
forward to your fast reply!

With warm hugs,
Alena ...

[AlanJones]

From: Alena Dubinina - [email protected]

Hi my XXX !!

I'm very glad that you have written to me. I need your letters more
and more often. They make me happy. Now If you do not object , I would
like to tell to you about my family. My mum had no sisters and
brothers. Therefore I've no cousins. To me it's sometimes very lonely.
But I'm glad, that I have Elena and Masha. XXX I was determined
with work in clinic! I shall be the surgeon. I shall soon have 40 days
a free time. I will have holidays . After holidays , I shall work as
the surgeon. Hope, that you is glad for me because the surgeon is my
favourite trade. Today I have been late for work. When I woke up in
the morning, my neighbour came to me. She is an old woman and she is a
very good and king woman. we address each other when we need
something. Today she came to me because she had a problem. The door to
her house has been broken and she couldn’t close it. She lives alone
as well, her husband died 5 years ago and now nobody is ready to help
her. So, I went to have a look at the door. We tried to repair it but
we could do nothing. I am a bad carpenter (smile). As it turned out
something was wrong with a lock, it was necessary to ask a
specialist’s help. Klava (this is my neighbour’s name) was very
disappointed, what we could do, we are women, and it was clear that a
specialist’s help was necessary. I tried to calm down my neighbour
because she doesn’t feel well and it’s very dangerous for her to be
nervous. She had to be hospitalized, but she refused to do it and now
she has to take injections every day. I promised to ask for a
carpenter. In our clinic there is a man, who is responsible for
repair, if something is wrong with the clinic. He drinks alcohol a
lot, but he has “golden hands” (in Russia it means that a person with
“golden hands” can do all the things very good) I want to ask him to
help my neighbour with her door. I want, that he attempt to repair my
roof. I do not know whether he will agree. I shall hope for his help.
I can’t find him now but as soon as I see him I’ll ask. It is very
important to help old people. More than it our government doesn't
treat old people well. Pensions are tiny. They don’t get any social
aid. Our medicine is not free of charge. Old people have to spend all
the money on medicines. Of course it is not good, it’s unfair, unjust.
But the economic situation in Russia is not highly developed. Well I
am not interested in politics but the question about social aid is
very important for me . I wish to have the children 2 . But only from
the husband. I want in marriage once. And to live with my husband up
to the end of a life. To bring up children and grandsons. It is my
dream. I do not remember I wrote to you about my diploma? I have the
diploma the Europe-standard. This diploma entitles to work as the
doctor in your country.

Your Alena.

[AlanJones]

From: Alena Dubinina - [email protected]

Hi my XXX !!!!

Thank you very much for your letter, I was very glad to receive it as
usual because your letters always put me in a good mood and make me
smile I am thinking a lot about you and I like to read from you,
XXX. I am very glad that you understand me. You the unique person
which to worry about me. You know, XXX, I need to tell you
something. I think that friendship is very important in the
relationships. Let me explain what I mean here. I think that passion
and affection are very good, but two people that decide to be together
need to know how deal with each other in everyday life. You know what
I mean? And I think that friendship between them will help a lot. I
would like to see a very good, I can say the best friend in my soul
mate. I think that emotional connection is very important, so that two
people will feel very comfortable with each other. How do you think,
XXX?

When I am reading your letters, XXX, I feel that you are honest and
sincere with me, you are telling me a lot about you, so I want to give
you the same thing. You know, I have a dream. I would like to find a
true love, a special person who is going to love and take care of me
and I will do the same for him. I want our love to be forever. I think
that when I meet that special one I will give him all of my
tenderness, care and love. And what is your dream? What do you want
the most from life, XXX? Please, tell me. It will be very
interesting for me to know what you are thinking and dreaming about.

You know, XXX, I need to tell you something. I have never thought
before that this is possible to find a very good friend, somebody
special with the help of Internet. But now I can say that this
happened to me, I’ve met you and it seems to me like I know you for a
long time even though we exchanged only a few letters. Now I can say
that there is a person in the world who understands me, my life
position, whose dreams and intentions are close to mine. You should
know that you are dear to my heart, I am always ready to listen,
understand and try to help you if you need that. Ok, I am finishing my
letter now and I will be looking forward to your reply, XXX!!!

I am thinking about you!!!

With tender hugs and kisses

Alena...

[AlanJones]

From: Alena Dubinina - [email protected]

Hi my dear XXX!!!!!

Thank you very much for your letter, I was very glad to receive it.
Honey, you know, yesterday when I was online and when I was thinking
about you I’ve seen that story, that I would like to share with
you. I hope you will like it, tell me your opinion on that, ok? Here
it is: Whenever it rains, it is a very spectacular sight to behold. It
can be a mild shower, a fierce thunderstorm, a light drizzle or even a
display of lightning amidst a backdrop of scenic landscape, but all
that I ask for is that when it rains, I want you to be by my side to
admire and take in the beauty of life - water. An essential element
that has kept us alive to this very day to continue being in love.
Whenever raindrops fall from the sky, big or small, I can be assured
that heaven is tearing for the sins of this world. And with every
single tear comes drops of forgiveness and it is this act of forgiving
that enables the human race to sustain an existence on this living
hell and it is this forgiveness that gave rise to love which is the
biggest forgiver of all. Watching the rain with you is like a very
special ritual. When two minds are deep in thoughts, when two hearts
are deep in love, when two people are not speaking but just enjoying
the silence of the moment save the thoughts of heaven raining upon
green pastures in front of us, we are able to hear each other better.
We are able to think more about each other, care more for each other.
Like a hand across your shoulders, a gentle massage on the neck, a
kiss on the cheek or just the thoughts of each other. Every time when
it rains, I feel so warm both physically and emotionally. You will be
there with me, holding me tight, feeling the rain splattering against
our faces, huddling on to each other for warmth when we hug and kiss
in the rain. It is such sheer rejuvenation, experiencing what it is
like to be refreshed and free from all burdens and worries, just being
with the girl I love, in the rain. The chill of the wind might sear
through my heart, the sky might be all gloomy and dark but I am sure
that there will always be a rainbow after the rain. It will be a
beautiful sight to appreciate in awe as the ray of seven colors
stretches from horizon to horizon making it the most majestic view
from afar. The warmth of the sun as it re-emerges, the chirping of the
bird as they start to feed, the swaying of the tress in the gentle
breeze are all but part of the picturesque scenery with us standing in
the foreground, completing the picture, just like you complete me,
feeling every single gap in my heart just like water filling up an
empty glass till it overflows, with your love. The rainbow way above
us, coupled with the landscape we are part of is our world of beauty
but the greatest beauty of all is the one I will only ever love,
standing beside me, with me. That will be you. This very special
moment in time spent and shared together is liken to a celebration of
our love that is everlasting and eternal, tried but true, encapsulated
in the purest form of patience, kindness, understanding, concern,
respect, trust and faith in our hearts forever... I hope you liked it,
XXX. This story made me think about you, hun I am finishing my
letter now and I will be looking forward to your reply!!!

With hugs and tender kisses,

Alena...

[AlanJones]

From: Alena Dubinina - [email protected]

Hi my XXX!

Now I'm writing to your letter and I'm happy. It's very pleasant that
I have such a friend as you are. It's a pity that you are far from me.
But I will hope that we will meet one day. I think we will be glad to
see each other when we know each other better. Masha ask me about you
every day. I say to her that I'm constantly thinking about you XXX.
She is glad for me, and she always asks me to remember her to you.
Earlier I didn't manage to find the carpenter. But today I have seen
him in the morning and I asked him to repair the door in the Klava
house. In the afternoon he came and said that he had done everything
and changed the lock. I thanked him but he said: "Never mind" becouse
he is always ready to help old people. My neighour came a little bit
later and told me about the carpenter. It turned out that he refused
to take money for his work. Klava tried to give him some money but he
said that he would be offended if she didn't stop doing it. Klava
said: "He has gone with nothing". By the way he and his college will
repair my roof in the house. You know many people in Russia help other
people and don't take money for it, if they know that the people have
to money. I think it's the only good feature of character of the
Russian people which roots go to the old far USSR. It's a pity that
many Russian men became alcoholics. I remember that many-many years
ago my mum and I had to make a fence around our house. But what could
we do? My mum and I? When my mother came to a shop to buy nails, three
men asked her what for she needed nails. She told them and they began
laughing, when learnt that a young lady and her little daughter wanted
to do. They came to our house together with my mom and everything was
ready in the evening. They repesed to teke money. The only thing we
could do for them just to feed them with pancakes after their work. By
the way since that time it is my favorite food. One of the man asked
if the had something to paint the fence. My mum answered that she
would buy paint a little bit leter. Bu the very next day in the
morning the 2 men came and they brought their own paint and paited the
fence. We wanted to pay them for it some money, but they refused.They
said that the paint was left after the painting of their fence.
Yesterday in the evening I was thinking of my future work in the
clinic. I'm happy that I will get my favorite job. I should not study,
because I have the diploma of the surgeon of the European standard. I
don't know how to spend this month, I don't want to waste my time
uselessy. I must think it over. Of course I will write letters to you.
But it will take only the part of my day. What to do in the rest? I
must find a decision. I hope XXX, you are not sick and tired of my
letter.But I want to tell you much. I think you are not against of it,
because I suppose you are my friend. Don't forget to write letters to
me.

Your Alena...

[AlanJones]

From: Alena Dubinina - [email protected]

Hi my dear XXX!!!

How are you doing today? What’s new? I am fine over here and I was
very glad to hear from you because I miss you very very much!!! I am
thinking about you all the time, you are very dear to me.

XXX, you know, today I woke up with sun beams that were coming out
of my window and my first thought was about you! I was laying in my
bed and thinking, imagining that may be some wonderful day we’ll be
waking up together like this and the first thing you will do when you
wake up is kissing me and wishing me a good morning and I will do the
same for you. You know, XXX , I liked that thought Who knows,
may be some day it will be the reality? How do you think? Would you
like that, hun? OK, my dear, I am finishing my letter and I will be
looking forward to your reply!!!

I miss you!

With sweet thoughts about you, Alena...

[AlanJones]

From: Alena Dubinina - [email protected]

Hi my XXX!

How are you? Today I've the big desire to write to you. Hope you don't
object? I suppose I can tell you about my bad experience in relations.
If you are not interested in it you may stop reading the letter. I
won't be offended. I think I can tell you the story because you have
become very very close to me recently. I hope you have an idea of the
problem with alcohol in Russia and I suppose you understand why I
don't want to look for a husband in Russia. Let's begin since the very
first day of the acquaintance. I worked in the clinic as a surgeon's
assistant. I was going home after my work but it began raining and I
could not go because I had left my umbrella at home. It was summer but
never the less I didn't want to get wet and to take a cold. I was
standing under the roof of the building waiting till the rain would
stop. But the rain was not going to stop and I wanted to go home in
the rain. But a young man was going in my direction with an umbrella.
He saw that I couldn't go with an umbrella and offered me to take his
one. I asked him: "And what about you?" He said that he would spend
some time in the clinic and may be the rain would stop soon. I asked
how I would be able to return him the umbrella. he said his adress to
me and his name. His name is Vladimir. It was not far from the clinic.
I wrote down his adress and promised to give him the umbrella the next
day in the evening. On my home I thanked the yuong man and asked the
God to stop the rain. But it was raining the whole night. I cursed
myself that I had taken the umbrella and that he was wet to the skin
because of me. I didn't sleep a wink at night. The next day in the
clinic was so long for me. I was looking forward to finishing my work
to give the umbrella back to Vladimir. I wanted to learn how he was.
As soon as my working day was over, I chanded my working clother and
left my work. Vladimir was standing at the door smiling. It turned out
that he remembered the time when my work was over. He came to meet me.
I asked about his health at once. he said that everything was all
right. He didn't get too wet because he was running home. Then we
walked for a long time. we talked a lot. My mum had died already and i
was alone. He was the dearest and the closest man in the world for me
at that time. He saw much of each other at time. But i didn't invite
him my house I wanted to check him. Once we were invited to a Birthday
party of his friend. I agreed to go to see his friends, as i wanted to
know more about him. Vladimir didn't drink even champagne. I thought
it was because of me, because I didn't drink as well. But his friends
told me that Vladimir really didn't drink alcohol. I liked Vladimir. I
think so did he. we became more than friends and he began to live in
my house. First 2 months we were very happy, we were on the seveth
heaven. But then he got a very good job. He became a lawyer. he made
much money. But he began drinking alcohol. At first a little bit -
then more and more. he didn't sleep at home at night. When he was
drunk he began beating me. I tolerated, I beared it. I thought he
change for the better, that he would the same he had been before. But
nothing chanded. Once I was beaten by him bitterly and left my house.
He didn't came back 9 days. Our friends told me that they had seen
Vladimir with other girls. I came to the conclusion that it was enough
to bear it. When he came back he even wasn't sorry and didn't
apologize. I don't think that he had forgotten that he had beaten me.
I didn't say a word in the evening. I started the talk in the morning
when he was sober. So I made him leave my house forever. He was
shouting, screaming and he even broke a foto in the frame where my mom
and I were. I saad to him that I would call a police, well he had
gone. Forever. Now I am happy that I didn't marry him. I don't want
such relations once again. Almost all Russian men drink alcohol alot
that's why I don't want to have any relations with them. I suppose you
understand me, XXX. I'm sorry my letter is too long. But I wanted
to show you what I am feeling. I am very happy that I got acquainted
with you. I hope our communication will never stop. Masha has told to
you "Hi". I have to finish me letter. Thanks that you write me. With
all my heart, your Alena.

P.S. By the way, I have overlooked to tell to you. Today carpenters
have repaired my roof. I am happy! It is very little necessary for the
lonely woman for happiness!!! (smile) My roof was repaired by the same
carpenter who repaired Klava door. He has again refused to take the
money. I have told, that I indignant. But nevertheless I could present
him two bottles of vodka. The carpenter has agreed to take only it.