Juliya Dayeva

Juliya Dayeva

Liar and romance scammer

User name used malina

Claims 26 or 27 or 28 years old, dob 15th August 1983, single, never married, no children, "dentist" living in Vladivostok (?????????????), Region of Primorsky or Volgodonsk (???????????), Province of Rostov, Russia

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Hello!

It's me lady from (website) id (malina).

I am glad to get your responce this evening! I'm so sorry for the delay of my letter,
I have been soooo busy, and I didn't even see this e-mail until just now.
You know, i don't like dating sites or probably I do something wrong.
But I constantly have problems with it. And I send you my pictures as I promised, And I hope you will like it! I should admit that I feel uncertainty But I nevertheless hope that your heart is open for new friends, and I know that right now I must write at least the most important things about myself.

Well, let me introduce myself. My name is Juliya. (How your real name?)
My height is 169 sm (I think it is 5,7 feet). Did you think I am low?
Or not? My weight, if I'm not mistaken - 118 pounds.
Im 27, My birthday is August, 15 And my nationality is Russian.
Whether I live in America? no, now I am living in Russian Federation.
There was no opportunity to indicate it on (website) because registration of profile could not went throw. But I for a long time lived North Carolina US. I Trained and worked in dental area. I the dentist. If it will be interesting to you, I shall speak more about it. I aware that Russia maybe too far away from you, but I think it will not be a barrier. And probably soon I shall travel again. now I live in a little town in a southern part of Russia.

mmm... yes I like to travel. Was in the different countries.
I shall speak about it later. I think it's great to have some friends who live in the other parts of the world. Do you agree with me?
And I sincerely think that for friendship there are no borders and distances. But enough about it. I feel that I should finish my letter because I even don't know if you are still interested in dialogue with me or not. I hope you have. But if you have no desire to talk to me anymore, please, at least, write me about it.
I want to ask you some questions?. Simply I would be glad to know Where is your lived? out where do you work, and do you like your work?
And, in general, what are your interests? It banal questions certainly but i would like to know more about you. And by the way, I will be glad to have more your pictures! Therefore do not hesitate I will write you the day after tomorrow if everything will be alright! Hope to see your letter soon !

Be bless! Juliya.

Hi xxxxx!

It's me Juliya. The first thing, I want to do, - to say "thank you" for your fast answer! It means that your heart is open for new friends I think it's Great, because the friendship brighten life of people and refresh soul, do you? That is why I was so glad to see that you again have written to me. Ok, Probably you have already noticed that I'm not able to keep my emotions inside of me. Of course I am talking about joy, about good mood, about all good and positive things that can be in my soul. I always try to share my joy with other people.

I try to never show to people that I am grieved or I have any problems in a life. Therefore all people, with whom I work and communicate are sure that everything in my life is perfectly, that I am a happy woman, that I have no any disappointments. But unfortunately it is not always so, because when the person is lonely, nothing can cure sadness. And if you ever felt the same, of course you understand what I am speaking about.

Well, xxxxx I must tell that I try to write in English as good as possibly (within my knowledges). I hope you understand all what I write I study English already for more than 18 years, but I understand that my English is not quite correct. Therefore I apologize for my mistakes. At school I wanted to be the linguist or singer and even was finishing musical school. But I sing songs during my life just for myself and do it quite good I sing pretty good and I play piano. xxxxx do you play any musical instruments or sing? When I was finishing the school I realized that I want to work in medical sphere. And after school I entered The St.-Petersburg institute of stomatology (the dentist faculty).

After 7 years of studying there I have received my red diploma on "Dentistry". The red diploma is the highest mark at the finishing the university in our country. I work for 2 years as a dentist(doc).
I like my job in spite of a lot of work. Also I have interesting seminar trips in many places. I go there to rise my work quality. Once me have offered training in Canada, and I then have agreed. It there was an every prospect see the world for me. After job in Canada Im well studied English.
Then I have decided that should work In the English countries. It's wide experience for me. Also it's very interesting. After ending training in Canada. Me have offered job in USA. I Certainly have accepted it. But half-year ago I has returned to Russia. It was necessary to settle some questions.
And Now I work in a local policlinic in our town. Can you tell me how did you choose your job?

Well, what you are looking for in a woman xxxxx? Probably you have many female friends in the Internet. ..mmm.. What else to tell about myself as I have a little time.. By the way, I use computer at the clinic and work from Monday till Friday. But sometimes Saturday and Sunday. Therefore, maybe I will be able to write letters in weekends, if you want

This computer is located in cabinet of medical analyses. We get the access to the Internet only few times in day, for sending analyses and receiving result.

Well, now this computer will be used for my dialogue with xxxxx!

I think you understood, I'm still single and I have no children. I wanted as well to learn more about your family Kevin.I miss my parents too much...

Now I have to go back to work and hope to see you soon.

Have a nice day Kevin! Sincerely and with the best regards.

Juliya.

PS. I sent you with this letter another pictures of me on trips. Hope you like it.

Hi from Russia again xxxxx!

I Hope you're felling good when you were getting This message from me. How are you feeling Today? I hope great. Today we have a hot weather here. I like summer. What about you xxxxx?

Summer is a very beautiful season here. I would like to know what season best for you? And I would like to know more about your area. It's very interesting for me. I have told you xxxxx the location of my town in previous letter. Here we have park. There are a lot of trees all over the streets and it is very nice here especially in warm seasons of the year. We have a lot of forests around the town. There are a lot of rivers and lakes here in our region and sometimes my friends and I went for a picnic or a camping all over the region. Also is a cinema, a librarys and monuments of famous writers here in town. There is a little orthodox church.

I Want to let you know that I am orthodox christian. My mom Was a christian and she had christened me too. I believe in God, and think that the main thing in religion is to have Faith in your soul and it is not necessary to go To church very often. Much more important thing is To believe sincerely in your heart and soul. Do You agree with me? What about your Faith?

Also family, it was always important for me. I think many people don't understand completely that family it is a big riches. Many people understand value of family only when lose it. I always loved my parents and now I miss them very much. Both my parents have passed away. Daddy has died when I was the small child. He has been killed in a military conflict. Mom has died when I was 17 years old. After daddy's death she always was sick and spent a lot of time in hospitals. That is why I, being the little girl was able to do everything by self, I cooked a meal, sewed clothes, to help the brother etc. I have been compelled to study and work in the evening to support us. It was a hard time but it only made me stronger. And I hope I became a person, lady that my parents wanted me to become.

I think that those pleasures and griefs, successes and difficulties that were in my life have made me who I am now. Now it seems to me that I was saying to my mom about my love too seldom, and now I so regret about it.

xxxxx, forgive me that I write about it. It is my life and it is a part of me. Simply I want you to learn me more, because I as well would be glad to learn more about you. Yes I have dear brother. My brother name are Andrey. You can see he on the picture I am going to attach with this letter.
He a manager. Andrey is 25 years old, He lives with bride.. Probably soon at them wedding . We have got grandmother also, she is 83 years old, her name is Alexandra, She lives in city, about 100 miles from us. I like to visit her somedays.

xxxxx in the future I hope that we an exchange of telephone numbers each other. To hear a vote of each of us. But at first we should find out each other little bit more. As I consider that telephone conversation it there will be more serious contact to the man. Therefore I should find out you more better. Before give you my telephone number. I hope what is it not bad for you. Unfortunately I have sad experience, but I do not want to speak about it. You should understand me. As it only question of small time. Ok?

Well, i should go home now. I promised to cook supper for my brother Potatoes, meat, vegetables... He wanna that I to cook for him, and I have been told that him bride do not cook so tasty as me When I asked him, what will you do if I will be far ? I will die hungry

Oh brother, allways hungry, he like when I cook pies very much. He like to visit me so much. I live not very far - about 2 districts away. I will wait for your next letter with impatience. Have a nice day xxxxx!

Juliya.

Hello my dear friend xxxxx!!

I hope that I can call you friend or you disagree with me? I hope you'll be not contrary, and I will be glad to be your friend also.

When darkness is around you at night,
And you are alone....
Just think of someone who is far
And care about you,
Just think about someone who is
So lonely without you,
In my heart,
By my side,
Only you,
When I back to the past,
Understand that I waited
Someone...
Who is cary and honest,
Someone...
Who know how to treat as princess,
The man of my sweet dreams,
Only prince on the white horse
Thinking of you
Flying on the sky...

I write poetry sometimes, I think it would be interesting for you xxxxx.

Today we have a warm day again. Yes it is usual in summer In the night I have heard a rain behind the window, but in the morning we have a clear sky again and my mood began filling with joy from already soon coming Summer. I like when the sky is clear, but Rains - not lesser. It is pleased to me to see how drops are falling down. I love to go to the street during the warm rain and walk and fell how the drops are titillating my nose. Do you Like it xxxxx, do you like snowfalls maybe rain?

Ok, enough about it But all that words about rain was truth. I think that there are many others things about myself that I must tell. In general, if to speak about my nature, I must tell that I'm the versatile person. I have various interests. I like sports, especially bowling, tennis! for me it is important to keep in fit, I am doing fitness 8 years and my body is in very good condition. I like reading, I like to listen to music, to play piano, watch TV. What is your favorite channel ? mine is discovery. movie - I like "Scent of a woman","Forest Gamp", "Ice age", Of course, I can't list all movies I like - too many good films have been made in your country. O, I knit warm clothes Very like camping, swimming.

Also, I worked as chef cook in restaurant for two years, when I was the student, not only for money, but to study. Everyone who come for dinner received a lot of pleasure trying my cooking...They stop visiting restaurants and come for dinner every weekends.. I Can cook European, Russian, Ukraine, chineese, japan, Italian food. My favorite is Russian. Red caviar with pun cakes will be good for you, i am sure. But now i practically do not eat at home and do not cook. Only sometimes for the brother and for friends. Why ? Because i have nobody to feed, You understand? and eat a little only two times per day,after having lunch i go to work again and in the evening We spend some time talking and then drive to fitness center with girlfriend together. I have decided to use the Internet because I have no time here from behind my job. Also I advised with my girlfriend.

She has wide experience in it and she travels a lot. Also helps me if I have questions. I even thought about happy future I think I am optimist. And maybe my optimism has helped me to dare to write you. I do not need many things to be happy. All I need is a man, friend, soul-mate.
My life has led me to the fact that now I seeks it in such a way.

And I do not think it is bad. xxxxx what are the basic features of your character? I never tried to describe to somebody my character in the letter. And I have no idea how to do it. But if there is anything you want to know, I will tell you with pleasure of course. I am very glad we have interesting dialogue with you xxxxx I think we have got common things And it is realy good, it is not easy to find a man Which will understand. Thank you very much for pay attention for me,you Are good man. xxxxx I want to tell honestly. I am looking for a man.

And for me it is not simple the pastime. For me it is a possible way which will allow me to try to find a man whom I could not find in the standard ways (such as - acquaintance in a bar, in the street or on job). I could not find the person who would take my love and returned the same.
I could not find such a man among those men which surround me. Anyhow I do not regret about my decision to find a man in the similar way. I had a boyfriend in Russia. But I have tested roughness and disrespect. Before trip to Canada we finished ours relations. I do not want to talk about him now. I can say, that I want to meet a man with the kind heart; a man who will respect lady. And I am afraid of man roughness very much, I think that true force of a man is his heart. A man should win love and tenderness of the woman by beauty of heart, but not by force of body.
Now I wanna to find my soulmate, probable to share my life with. And all my dreams of it You feel the same way ? What do you think about this in whole?
I am ready to continue to write the letter to you up to infinity
Now it my favorite occupation, and it is difficult for me to stop, but I should urgently start to work... I will wait for your letter!
Write To Me Soon!

Juliya.

Yesterday I came to cabinet to check any news from you, but I did not received anything. I was was sad but I thought that you did not get my message and will answer next day. So I was too sad today not getting your news again! I dont know why but I choosed you! I dont know what to think! May be you did not get my letter? Or may be you did not like my pics, letters or find someone else? Please write me, its very important for me. If you are not intrested in me please let me know.

Its so unpleasant for me to see my mailbox empty.

Juliya

Hi, my dear friend xxxxx!

Thank you for your letter. xxxxx today was really good day, and right now I sit, write this letter and I smile And I hope that right now you read my letter, and you smiles too.

My mood has become better again when I have got your letter. I should say when I have a good mood my work seems more easily to me and I almost don't tire. By the way when I came to work today my mood was bad because my girlfriend Svetlana fell ill and now she is in the hospital. I asked a doctor and he answered that my friend will stay in the hospital for about one week because she had problems with appendicit. It's not very good occasion.

I will try to visit her as often as I can. I think that to stay in hospital alone without any familiar faces is very sad and therefore I will try to adorn her loneliness by my presence. When people are ill we visit them very often as we can. I think it helps them to recover faster. I think it's good support for them. Do you agree with me? Please let me know what you do when someone of your relatives or friends are ill and stay in a hospital. Do you do the same things? As a matter of fact I have only two real friends - Anastasia and Svetlana is that lady who is in the hospital. They also not married but has attitudes. We are friends almost for 20 years. We went to the same kindergarten and we lived in neighbor houses a lot of time but now we live in the different districts. But it's not a problem for us and we can meet each other almost any time. With Anastasiya we work together.
I remember we liked to go to my grandmother. There very beautiful places.
The air is very good and clean, it is a very silent place and there is beautiful nature. In summer we visited my grandmother during my vacation or weekends. We always go to the river to bath and to swimm. I am a fine swimmer! And if we would swim together with you, you would have a big problem if would try to catch me in the water, and in winter we went skiing and skating. In summer we went to the forest for mushrooms and berries. In Russia it is very popular. Once upon a time we even lost the way and found road already almost at night. We have to climb a high tree just to look where to go. We were afraid but then we remembered it like a funny case.
Have you ever gone to the forest to pick mushrooms and berries, I wonder?

Of course I dont only had fun in the villige, I always helped my grandmother with her vegetable-garden. Every year she cultivates vegetables - potatoes, carrots, tomatoes, cabbage, garlic and onion, berries. This is my mothers mother My grandfather took part in the World War Second and got some wounds there. He took part in the famous battle for Moscow where the fascists were stooped and couldnt take Moscow. He had a lot of awards. He remained alive till the victory and even reached Berlin, but he died in 1980 because of the old wounds. Our grandmother always gives us all necessary vegetables and that’s why we do not buy vegetables in the market at all! Now I visit my grandmother more seldom then when I was a student, because of my work. But never the less I try to do it as friequent as possible. My soul have rest in the village. And I am not sure even what I like more - a small place near the forest and the river, silence, singing of birds behind the window or a big city with cinemas, museums, beautiful houses and shops, with attractions, but with cars roar and hum of people's crowd and to add to all these with criminal.

Unfortunately criminals in Russia are stayed on a very high level. But I don't want to tell about sad things. By the way today when I will come to Svetlana we will speak about you. I have told to girlfriends that i has met you. Yes, my friends know that I am talking to you, and they start to ask many questions!. But if to take into account that with one of them I work together in clinic, to avoid interrogation about my new friend is more and more difficultly!

I wanted to ask you what makes you happy xxxxx?What do you like more, a big city or a small village? Plaese, write me as you can.

xxxxx I have to go. But I will wait your letter and your pics!
I send you my pictures! I hope you you like them. I hope you can find me in my pictures. If is not, I will help And I hope you will write me soon.
And then I will have again a smile on my face.

Your friend Juliya.

P.S. I hope that right now you have smile on your face .
I want you to smile, smile, smile, smile

Hi xxxxx!

I waited to receive your email today, and when I got your letter, it was a better time.

I was working with lots of stress today. Today we had to receive medicines and all pharmaceutical materials, including anesthetics. But for some reasons the bus with medicines again has not come to our clinic. Of course I have declared to all patients that I can work but only without anesthetics. But there were many people who were ready to cure a tooth even without anesthesia because there is no guarantee that the bus will come tomorrow. Therefore today was the twice difficult working day because not each person is able to endure a pain, especially children. Anyway, I took a break and I have been informed that you had written. I forgot about all my worries with work. I wanted to write back instantly but I could not because of the flow of patients wishing to cure a tooth. So, thank you for your letter xxxxx!

Forgive me that I speak about a teeth and about my work. Probably the process of reading about it is unpleasant, just like to sit in the armchair in dental cabinet... I know that many people are afraid of dentists, but I assure you that as the woman I am absolutely not dangerous and harmless!

Oh xxxxx now the main moment of my day is expectation which eventually changes to sincere joy because my friend xxxxx has written me his letter!

Each time I have small feeling of worry - "What if xxxxx have not written me today?" But when I receive your letter, everything becomes simply excellent, the smile does not leave my face and already nobody can overpersuade me that this day is a good day! I hope your day as well is filled with pleasure and nothing will sadden your mood!? It is really wonderful, when in the life appears new aspiration, new purpose, don't you agree? Without it life would lose any sense. Dreams and the purposes force people to rise onto mountain top or to sink to oceans bottom, to conquer North Pole or to land on the Moon, to build family and to win on Olympic games. And when your dream purpose comes true, you have tears of sincere joy in your eyes, and it is much more important than many things in our life. And you will always remember these tears of joy, because these tears will tell you that you really lived, dreamed, aspired and struggled.

xxxxx What sort of life you are looking for now? I have noticed, that I often start to ask myself these questions. 27 years old is not a lot, but it is not young age also.
I often begin to think of what I have done in my life, what purposes I have reached, what mistakes I made. I start to think of the future more often, I began to estimate my past. Probably this age - time to look back and to draw the certain conclusions, time to think and analyze a life, time to put new purposes and tasks. I begin to understand that I already hardly will able ever to touch amazing stars, I understand that many things in the life are not so simple as I thought; I understand that great deal in my life will be otherwise than I thought. It is a time of reassessment of values.
And probably it is high time to dream about simple human happiness.
You agree with me xxxxx? Oh, Enough about it

I have absolutely overlooked, that I should return to my patients!!!

Necessarily poem for you, my friend xxxxx

I have never seen you in person,
I have never looked in your eyes,
In dream I met you,
In dream at night I met your image.

I remember your image since that moment,
Also i feel your embraces,
I will remember for ever,
All that happend in this dream

Write to me soon,

Your Juliya.

dear I should inform, that I have problems with my former account on [email protected], probably you have noticed it.. I have arrived to work and could not enter on my e-mail box, it is very a pity to me as I could not see your last letter.. I do not know what problem there. I have created new e-mail [email protected], please write me here. Also send me your last letter if you save it! I have all our letters well, I shall look forward to hearing from you before to write The high-grade letter. I hope this email will work!

I sent you. I still wait your answer very much. I do not know why you have not answered me. Maybe you simply have no time. Maybe my letter has not reached you. I ask you to tell me about it because I still have hope to correspond with you. Forgive me magnanimously if it looks like absence of patience. I did not want to irritate you. Simply I am not sure if you have received my letter.

Sincerely. Juliya.

Hello dearest xxxxx! I am sorry I have not sent mail earlier, you know was my birthday on August, 15. Now I am 28 And the boss made to me a gift, small holidays. And only today I have arrived to clinic. We have decided to note my birthday behind city in the house of my grandmother. nature, wood, river, pure air... I have invited my close friends, brother with the wife in grandmother's house. I cooked for them a tasty supper. I bought good wine.

It is my holiday. I hope you also drink one wine glass good wine and told a toast for my health and for our friendship Also I extinguished candles in a pie and I thought of desire. You can guess, what is this desire?

Thank you that now you are in my life. I got many presents, different books and flowers, but I am sure that the main present for me - you xxxxx!!!

I told all my family that I very would like to meet you in future. We long spoke and all very interested in you. My dear if you want, I will be happy to get small bouquet, inexpensive, attention - this is what really important for me, you know, post does not work out well here and when I tryed to send flowers from USA to girlfriend for Day of the medical worker, and it could not went throw also, I tryed 3 timed with different sites and at least i sent nice flowers in time throw this site: (website) by this way you can use the same site, i do not need expensive I only hope you understand me.

My address : Russia,
Full name: Juliya Dayeva
Street : Oktyabrskoe shose 33-18
City: Volgodonsk
Postal code(zip code): :347386.

Do not get me wrong, but I just want you to carry about me and I want to feel that you think of me as I need you. Here is not easy for me now and if you could hold my hand with yours it would make me happy.

Oh, xxxxx I wish you were here !!! But I so am grateful for your interesting letters. I always very much am upset, that have not time to write to you all that, that I want. But unfortunately, I should exempt a computer in laboratory. Also I shall write to you as soon as I shall return to work..

With kisses
Your Juliya.

Hello my dear xxxx. How are you doing this days ?

My mood is so fine when I got your letter, and have imagined that we are together and talk in person, It would be great Well, I had nice working day, 12 patients, at last in our clinic have delivered all necessary preparations and including anesthesia There is one more good news, a mine girlfriend Svetlana is let off home from hospital.. I was allowed to leave my work to meet her... My boss knows my girlfriends.. Our microdistrict is small, and it seems, that everyone knows each other.. I could not visit Svetlana every day... But I did it every time i had an opportunity.. We've got a lot of news to each other.. And when we arrived to her house, I could not stop to talk to her about you How it would be good to meet you. she also is very curious.. I hope you are not against, that I speak to her about you so much? We could not speak for a long time... And about everything, I had to come back to work.. But I was glad, that I should see the letter from you xxxxx today

Right now, behind window, the warm rain like a tap-dancer beat off a rhythm.

The window glass, deformed by water trickles, reflects like old mirror a gloomy sight of the grey sky. And the wind scornfully whistles among of old trees.

And everyone here, glancing through window by indifferent empty eyes silently grumble about bad weather that spoils their mood and changes their plans.

And I do not understand these people. How they can be so querulous? It is simply small rain - the gift of the nature, gift filling the air by delightful freshness, bringing an amazing, almost imperceptible smell of new summer. So many people in the world who dreams about rain; how many people who never saw a snow, who is deprived an opportunities to play the snowballs with friends. I always liked snowfall and rain.

However sometimes, in cold days of me heat memoirs about Cuba, sea and sun.

I was there the last year, I told to you about it? I think all seasons are magnificent. The winter covers all around with a delightful white carpet.

Trees and roofs wear fluffy snow-hats and a frost draws by invisible tassel amazing inimitable images on the windows glasses. And when you, xxxxx hear snow crunch under your foot, and the sky slowly showers you with sparkling snowflakes or when the delightful gold autumn begins the most beautiful phenomenon in the nature - a fall of leafs? When the leaves, chased by a cool breeze, dances a waltz in the air and slowly fall downwards, undressing trees. And when you hear rustle of leaves under your foot, and when in the sky you see a flock of birds flying away with sad song, don't you want to take a slow walk also with your woman?

Or when you hear behind your window an autumn thunder, or groans of blizzard, would you not enjoy being at home with your beloved, to enfold each other in a warm plaid, and telling each other ridiculous and funny stories? I think it is a big happiness when people are able to value such things. And I think, if the couple are able to enjoy such things in a life, it only strengthens feelings. I am sure, now you think that I am rambling on.

Forgive me please xxxxx I do not know why I write you this.
Probably because I feel conveniently in talking to you about such things.
I will better stop, because I am afraid that otherwise you will simply cease to write me.

I wrote poem :

All my life I lived with dream,
To meet him ...
Waited for him,
As trees wait for autumn ,
When all blossoms ...
The love is around - has come true dream,
I wish to be with him,
We will be together all the spring long,
And summer,automn,winter,whole year,
Forever ...

With thoughts of you I will wait for your letter!

Juliya.

Hi xxxxx!

All I can say is "what a wonderful evening after the hard day!"

I am so glad to receive your letter, because I thought that I will not be able to receive your letter today, because right now already evening, and I only now has returned to clinic. And your letter is a true surprize!

We had "the outside work day". It is a day of a hard work.

Every week some employees of our clinic - several doctors of various specialization and laboratory assistant who takes all analyses, are going all together on the special bus to various remote small villages which are located far away from big cities, usually in a thicket of a forest.

Here a lot of such a villages. The public transport is not going to such a villages and people living there have no opportunity to visit clinic at any moment because there isn't own doctor there. And these people cannot go to big cities and settlements because these people have no personal transport. In these villages always there are many sick people, basically are small children or old and weak feeble people, whose life completely depends on other people. Therefore we go on the specially-equipped bus directly to these villages, and we render the medical aid to all needy people right in their apartments or in the bus. All these people already know us personally, and love us very much. But it is really the hard work because we are going there at 6 am, and we comes back sometimes even after 10 pm! That is why now I have no forces even to smile. That is why I have told you, that your letter is really a wonderful surprise, even though now I hardly will come home earlier 11 pm as I write to you this letter! .

I feel that I began to say silly things? Likely I already have tired you?

xxxxx I am afraid that I will be writing to you during all night, because for me our dialogue is a rest by soul and body! It is good that tomorrow I can sleep so long as I want, because after "outside work day" we can come to clinic after a lunch break. My favourite day of week is Friday, because two next days - days off (though not always) and I can restore my vital forces and energy. So the days off for me - a holiday! Though now I do not feel pleasure when I think of the days off because these are days when I maybe can't receive the letter from my friend xxxxx! . But you likely will be happy when the days off will come, because these are days when you will not receive boring letters from one boring woman whose name is Juliya!

Am I right? xxxxx can you imagine, while I write you right now this letter, Anastasia has fallen asleep right in the armchair opposite to me!

She works together with me and we always work in the one group in "outside work day". Anastasia says hello to you! She has told she will wait till I finish to write my letter to you xxxxx and now she simply sleeps!
She is a true friend. But I will not talk about her as I am not sure if you want to hear about my friends. But she is really now the dear person in my life, like the sister. She waits for me because just as I, she lives not far from me. Frequently we spend the days off together. I spoke that I like the nature very much. I always spend a lot of time on the nature though I have such opportunity seldom. I like to walk simply in the park or simply to be in my bed all day long . camping, sunsets and sunrises, life in a tent, the smell of the river and bulrushes, a rustle of a small waterfall; night starry sky and amazing brilliance of a fish dissecting a water surface of a small lake under captivating moon light. It is very beautiful and romantic. xxxxx do you like to be romantic with your woman?

I hope yes. I am romantic I like fire and I am sure that there is nothing more tasty than a meal cooked on a fire or firebrands. And when air is filled with aroma of the forest and timber raspberry, river freshness and a smoke of the campfire, all this brings into my soul the feeling of freedom, and untamable desire to live. I know I already talked about my liking to cooking.

I know many recipes and I like our national cuisine. "Uha", "Okroshka", "Golubtsy", "Borshch"(soup), "Gribovnitsa" (mushroom's soup)! My favorite is "Okroshka"! I like peppery meal, meal with seasonings, Russian Georgian cuisine. Here it is very popular. xxxxx do you love a tasty meal?

Say more about meal you like? Does the way to your heart lay through the stomach?
If so, I think I have good chances! Have you ever tried Russian Cuisine?

xxxxx I must go, because the darkness has already covered all around and if I will miss the last bus from clinic, I will need to go on foot some kilometers in absolutely deserted terrible places and Almost through a forest, and it is very dangerous. Certainly I together with Anastasia, but just as I, she is simply the woman. What is the funnest thing that you like?
What event in your life you till now recollect with laughter?
Oh, I have promised you to finish my letter, but instead of it I write again and again. Please, forgive me I will wait for your letter with hope!
I hope your day will be filled with sun warmth and human kindness!

Your friend Juliya.

Hello my fine friend xxxxx I am very glad to get your letter.

Thank you very much, you are honest with me, you are very kind man.

I had free days from work. We always receive it after "the outside work day" we have just back from grandmother, Andrey has left works, that we could visit the grandmother all family. We had very good time there, We couldn't stayed at home, all the time because There was a desire to spend time on open air . We washed in the sauna (Russian "Banya") and birch broom. You know how it is? we had fine steam ! You like a sauna?

I would like have sauna with you Andrey's wife was there also,in the evening my brother Andrey cooked barbecue and salat with vegetables! We had remembered our grandfather. He has left us in these numbers in 1980. in our country there is a tradition. To recollect died relatives in day of their death... Than Andrey took his mondoline (it is like small guitar) and sang, grandfather's favorite composition: "Under balkan star" (folk song). It is very old composition was very popular during the second world war where our grandfather Sergey took part. He had many medals of honor, I wrote to you about him... The grandmother told about the grandfather he shoot gun and sometimes shooted, but this days shoot gun belongs to Andrey He hunts now with it. Andrey like to shoot in the evening and I tryed also He once took me on hunting, but nevertheless I could not shoot at animals.. Kevin also we have so much to talk about you!

It is very interesting, They are interested in your relatives, than you are engaged, and when I shall acquaint you with them Relatives says hello to you.

How was your day? How is the weather there? I hope good.

xxxxx we were born in so different places of the world and we speak other languages with you, but it is not problem at all with communications, I am enjoy it, have never met so handsome and honest man here, to talk about so many important things, if you know how it is lonely sometimes during the day and i want to get you letter so much ! I think That would like to have family with so kind and honest man similar to you xxxxx.

I hope that our relations will grow I think it is possible for me, because I feel that you are very good man and I feel that we learn each other much better!!! Yes, we communicate not for a long time, but do you feel the same way as me? It may sound strange but sometimes I feel that we know all about each other, oh if we meet one day, it would be great

Yes, life is too short, and if destiny will give us a chance we must keep it strong in your hands. I think that We became so close to each other, I am really happy to communicate with you xxxxx.

Sorry, I should come back what to work..
I very wait your letter!!!

Write to me soon xxxxx!

With kisses !
Your Juliya.

PS. I send you pics from Village and I made pic for you after sauna.
hope you like

Hi xxxxx, I am so happy to get your letter! How are you doing my darling?

I feel so happy when get your letter xxxxx, when I walking here, open my e-mail box and see it here xxxxx your letters drive me mad

Our dialogue is a energy source for me. I often begin to imagine - what you do right now, where are you right now, or with whom you are right now...

There is a lot of kilometers, some hours between us, but I always think that maybe right now you as well think: "What does Juliya, where she is?".

And maybe we think of the same things at the same time. I like to think of it. My brother Andrey always asks about you, how are you. Frankly speaking, I do not hide, that I have found such a wonderful friend, and nobody is surprised that my friend lives in other country. Everybody only are glad. Everyone understand that such relations means greater mutual understanding, greater interest, greater respect. And I am sure that it is really so. Nobody here is surprised if the woman searches for not Russian man. I think the cultural distinction is a wonderful thing. I don't understand Russian men and their culture of dialogue with woman. They are not able to appreciate woman's feelings, her fidelity, love. They do not appreciate sincerity and aspiration of woman to do for a man absolutely everything, wishing to get from him only the love, respect and fidelity. I do not want to speak about bad and sad things.

Mmm.. xxxxx can you believe, right now into cabinet of medical analyses has come the boss of mine and has told that even if I have a free time I should sit in my cabinet but not in the laboratory. Of course he is not right in the given situation because I work very tensely and I do my work with the maximal concentration and attentiveness. And each doctor or the nurse here deserve many kind words of gratitude, but nobody heard such words from our boss, never. And I think I have right to spend my free minutes in any way I want to do it. And earlier I did not pay attention to his words. But today, right now, when he has told it, I have felt a shame, and it made me blush! And I don't know why! Probably you have again woken inside me those inherent to any woman emotional characteristics, which once upon a time I have hidden in the depth of my soul. Are you a shy man xxxxx?

What make you redden xxxxx? What makes you mad? Are you xxxxx able to be at quarrel for a long time, or you try to settle disagreement at once?

Well xxxxx I have to finish on today, for the present the boss has not made to me the repeated remark
I will look forward your letter.

With tenderness and with thoughts of you.

Juliya.

xxxxx today I write to you with special worry but as well with pleasure and hope.

I really hope that everything that I will tell you today will make you happy. Last time when I wrote you my honest letter I had the big sadness in my heart, and even though I tried to not show it, I think you have noticed it. xxxxx I was sad because the boss informed me that approximately in two weeks the dentist cabinet will be closed for full re-equipment and repair. And when he have told me it, I thought my heart will stop, because when it will take place, I will not be able to communicate with you again for months! And it has brought infinite sadness into my heart. But after my boss informed me about close of the cabinet, the accounting department informed me that approximately in two weeks I will get my vacation! When I thought that I can lose you for some months, inside my soul I at once have felt that I can't simply accept it.

And I have felt that together with sadness in my heart has appeared an other feeling - feeling of confidence, desire to make new steps instead of simply waiting for something. I have understood that our relations are important for me much more than I thought. And it so wonderfully.

But a thought that I will not be able to communicate with you, to receive your letters and to write mine,- all these thoughts has brought a pain to me, pain that I can't endure. I talked with Svetlana and she asked me what I think to do. And when she has asked me it, I have understood that inside my soul I already know the answer to this question. And I have told that I do not want to spend such a vacation in loneliness. I can't accept a thought that I will not talk to you during of month or two. And I have told that I want to meet you xxxxx! I have told her that I want to spend my vacation with you xxxxx! I can come to you, and we can spend time together if you want. And first I was afraid that if I will tell you about it in the letter, you will write me that you do not want to see me or can not meet me. And it would hurt my heart. But Svetlana have told, that you xxxxx and I are such a good friends, our relations are built on sincerity, therefore you will be happy to spend time with me. And I really think that it would be delightfully. So, what you will say xxxxx if I will offer you a meeting? Would you be happy to see me and to spend with me several days?

I cannot imagine at all how it would be wonderful. You would show me your life, we would learn each other in a real life. We would look into the eyes of each other, we could hold our hands, tell each other silly stories, laugh and tease each other, watch the stars in the night sky and have romantic evening, go to the movie or we could simply sit on a bench in the park, and who knows what else we could do together... I would be happy to do all this together with you, instead of again be lonely without you and our friendship. I simply want to meet you.

I know all I need to do to come to your country. I have the passport.

But I must visit improbable quantity of the departments, to collect improbable quantity of documents, for travel and probable work in your country, find as many as possibly of other official legal persons, institutions and people for support; to get petitions. But if I will quickly collect all necessary documents. I will get the all papers in two weeks! And being the doctor I will have support and guarantees from Ministry of Health of Russian Federation, and it is certainly the best guarantor.

If the applicant have official recommendations and directions to various sorts of conference, seminars, - it will relieve of necessity to wait for some weeks the decision of the commission. But as soon as I shall be in your country, I shall have an opportunity to work, also there will be an opportunity, at desire, to prolong the visa or even to receive citizenship, If I shall want ... xxxxx with happiness and with hope that you will be happy to spend some days with me! I do not ask you about anything.

I will make everything by self. It is my vacation and I will not be a burden. Would you be happy to spend some time with me soon, xxxxx?

Anyway, we must meet. It is possible to wait eternally. But I believe that I will get my vacation not accidentally; and I believe that the medical cabinet will be closed at the same time not accidentally as well. It is not coincidence! It is time to make a choice, to make the decision, to take new step.

Maybe such opportunity will not be repeated again. What can be better than a meeting of two friends? The first meeting. It is simply delightful and I thank destiny that I have got such an opportunity, - an opportunity to meet my dear friend, the opportunity to learn each other in real life, the opportunity to enjoy time which we can spend together. And I believe that it can become the beginning of something new in our lifes and in our relations. And I am really happy to get a vacation because it is time which I can spend in any way I want, and I want to spend this time with you xxxxx!

So what will you tell? Would you like to spend time with me? Would you be glad to meet me? Would you be happy to have the first meeting at your airport?

I will wait for your answer with pleasure.

With Love
Sincere Your Juliya.

PS: memoirs on picture, about the Cuba sea.. I hope you like it !

Hi my xxxxx!

I waited for your letter with fear and with pleasure at the same time! And I am very happy to receive your letter! I am ready to jump and dance, laugh and sing songs! And the reason - you xxxxx!

Thank you for your letter and your thoughts. I am so happy that we can meet.

Now I have the ocean of emotions and I at all do not know what to say.

I am worried very much. I very much hope that we can perfectly spend time together. I only am afraid, that if we will meet, I will asks so many questions and to chatter unceasingly, that you soon will escape from me.
My vacation will begin approximately in two weeks. At this time I can arrive to you. But unfortunately the schedule of my vacation is not flexible.

Therefore I hope you will be glad to meet me at this time. If you have not enough time, I will be happy all the same. I will be happy in any case.

It is better to wait when you will come from work, than to sit in my apartment and to know that nobody will come!!! Duration of my vacation is 34 workdays. But quantity of days which I can spent with you depends on when I will get my vacation and when I will order the ticket. However at desire I can prolong vacation at own expense. But I at all would not want to leave you How many days you want to be with me? I think preparation for travel will be about two weeks. Complexity of approval of the papers, visa will be reduced to a minimum as I will have petitions and characteristics from a work place, from respected organizations and legal persons; guarantee documents and a various sort of the information and inquiry, which will be given to commissions I will get the petition and a testimonial from Ministry of Health of Russian Federation! Except of that I will pay for preparation for the commission.

Every day I think - what my friend xxxxx will tell me today, what mood he will have today? And as soon as I get free minute, I rush to analyses's cabinet to find out if you have written to me or not. And when I receive your letter, I start to smile from ear to ear anticipating the best time of my day - time when I read your letter and when I write to you the all my thoughts. These are the most important minutes of my day. And these minutes I don't hear anything and I don't see anything except of lines and paragraphs which in my mind will be transformed into small movie, movie about you, my dear xxxxx. And you cannot imagine at all how it wonderfully!

Sometimes I think, what would be if I have not found the boldness in myself to write you? What would be if I didn't believe that I can find a man in such a way? I always want to think that I the courageous woman, but I feel that actually it is not so. I am ready to give my life for the sake of person who are close and dear for me, I am ready to donate my well-being for the sake of well-being of other person but when I think of myself, I often become timid and all my boldness disperses like the fire's smoke.

I am often afraid to make something, to take some step simply because of fear that it will be an incorrect step. I am often afraid to ask people about anything simply because of fear to get the negative answer. Not always, but it happens. What would happen, if you have not answered my letter? Nothing would happen! And grey monotonous days again would lie on a way of my life by infinite impenetrable veil. Do you want to know what I did today? First off, I should tell that I slept with a smile on my face!

At least when I have woken up and have looked at the mirror, I have noticed that I smile! Then, I cleaned a teeth and I had smile! Then, I jog and I smiled as if actually I watched funny movie. Then, I have cooked a breakfast and drank a coffee with a smile on my face! Then, I have come to clinic, and I could not hide my smile. I was ready to laugh and I at all had no desire to work! It is a very bad symptom for the doctor!

Everything around have seemed to me a beautiful and wonderful. And even the severe boss, when have seen that I look at him and I smile, he began to survey himself attentively and even have come near to the mirror to see if anything wrong! He has thought that something wrong with his clothes! All the day I work with smile on my face! Anastasia looks at me and smiles as well.

Of course she understands the reason, and it makes her happy as well! And when time of sleep will come, I will lie in my bed with the same smile on my face! And if you till now have not understood why I smile, I will tell you!

I smile because I think of you, xxxxx! And it brings joy! I am so happy that I have in my life such a man as you! Thank you that you are in my life!

I have to go. Now I will not have a lot of time after work because after work I will have one more working day! You may ask what I mean?

The preparation for my trip! You cannot imagine at all how many deals I must do for our meeting! I even have asked the boss to reduce my working day or to allow me to take some hours off in the middle of day to make some things, because after 5pm not all departments works! Of course now I should work in the days off to have more of free time at week-days. But thoughts about our meeting give me force and energy! I am sure that everything will be perfectly! I will wait your letter! Please, write me because I need your letters and support more than ever!

With Love and more Kisses!

Always your Juliya!

Hi My xxxxx!

Thank you for your letter. You became the most dazzling moment of my day! I just now spent Svetlana in clinic. We had tea, And dialogue only about us xxxxx How I wish you saw how Svetlana is happy that we will meet!
She is sure that our meeting will make us happy. It is simply impossible to talk to her now!. She has now only one theme for conversation - you xxxxx!
She constantly asks about you, asks - what I will do together with you, she asks - what I will do at the airport, she asks - what I will cook for you.
She asks how I am going to impress you, to intrigue! She even asks how I will tempt you! . She say that I do everything correctly and I should not be afraid of anything at all. To conquer the road can only one who goes on this road. Svetlana is very glad that I have found you, and she sends you her friendly greetings and a wishes of happy expectation of me!.
Probably I the most successful woman on our planet because I have found a kindest and gentle man who is capable to make so that my heart have been overflow with feelings and my soul aspires to cross space and ocean and to rush into his life, to be united in a single whole with his soul.

My dear! I am not sure that I can arrive exactly, in two weeks.
Maybe I will arrive a little later, because it is an approximate time of beginning of my vacation and it can change. You will wait for me all the same?
Please, don't be angry with me if I cannot write you much now. I hope you understand that I even after my working day in clinic must do too much for our meeting. Today I will go to Ministry of Health. I think this is one of the most important deals for me right now. I will give them the all my medical documents and tomorrow I will probably get all documents and forms of petitions which I must fill out as soon as possible. Then I will go to Army Garrison where were working my father. They must collect for me all the information about my father, about history of the death of my father.
I must have data about work of my father not only in this Army Garrison, but also in all others Garrisons where my father worked during all life.

To make it extremely difficultly, if to take into account that my father worked in Army Garrisons in various points of our huge country. But I am sure that I will get the information because here many officers who remember my father, and I hope they will be glad to help me.

xxxxx today I feel that I start to worry more than I even could imagine.
I am very glad that I do all this. And I think of our meeting every minute.
The meeting at the airport... I don't think that many people on our planet have an opportunity to enjoy such a delightful moment - the moment of the first meeting at the airport. It is so beautiful. I feel that it will be very touching moment for each of us. It calms me down.

I see us together, I see us walking in the park; I see us speaking about serious and about silly things, or playing cards or a checkers (and the one who lose will execute any desire of the winner, I see wonderful dinners at home and outside! I see you sitting on a sofa with a juicy peach in your hand and I see me dancing in front of you beautiful dance, or maybe even erotic dance, How about Belly dance. I do it stunningly!.

I see us swimming; I see us on a roof of a house, watching the full moon; I see us fighting by pillows; I see us in the evening at home, with romantic light of candles; I see us cooking together Ours pelmenies and Yours pizzas ; I see me in your embraces. All this waits for us in the near future; and I enjoy, anticipating this delightful time together!

Do you feel the same, xxxxx? Oh, would you like to give me massage of my back? I would like to give you massage! But I must warn you, that if you want to give me massage, you should not touch my ribs!
The reason - I the most ticklish woman in Russia xxxxx I madly am afraid of titillation! If someone tickles my foot or ribs, I begin to laugh loudly, to kick and to scratch, to squeal and to jump! Therefore if you will give me massage and you will tickle me, you will feel like a cowboy on a wild undomesticated mare on the rodeo! . By the way xxxxx, are you ticklish? Do you snore? (Forgive me for this question. Do not answer, if you do not want. Maybe one day I will find out all this all the same!.
Will you sing serenades for me? I would be happy if you would sing serenades and songs for me! I would remunerate you by kisses! .
xxxxx I should finish the letter. I must do much so that you had an opportunity to give me massage and to get the massage from me! . Please, write me because now I need you and your letters very very strongly, because I worry so much...

All your, Juliya.

Hi my love!

Thank you for your letter. I am so happy. Thoughts about you calm my heart. You don't know how all your words are important for me.
I know what emotion you write me with, and your emotions caress my heart.
And I know hundreds words, that could help me to tell you how you are important, dear and wonderful for me now. And I am so waiting for the day when I will be able to tell you all these words, being face to face - looking into your eyes. I am so waiting for that a moment - when I will see your smile and I will read in your smile all your thoughts and feelings.

And now my heart enjoys fine feeling - feelings of awaiting and hope that one day our meeting will come true. And sometimes it is simply impossibly to express by means of only words all shades of joy. How it is difficult sometimes to express in simple combination of words and phrases all the depth and passion of feelings; how it is difficult to express by means of lifeless letters all tenderness, how difficultly to describe the warm wave of feelings which overflows me every day, every minute, every instant - when I am thinking of you my love! Any words cannot replace a glance and a smile, any words are not able to replace tenderness of touch.

My love, I so waited for this opportunity to write you, because I wanted very much to tell you that I has happened something bad, unfortunately.
Maybe I shouldn't tell you, but I was so frightened, that I cannot hold it inside.
When I come home from work yesterday, the door has been broken and opened.
I so strongly was frightened. I at all did not know what to do. I was afraid even to look in apartment. I haven't here even phone, and militia badly works here. Never in my life I was so frightened. However I managed to call militia and asked for help. Thieves stole all valuable things I had: TV, DVD, cd player, microwave, clock, paintings were taken from walls, all silvered utensils which I got by succession from prograndmother and parents, some of my gold jeweller, and 17500 roubles(about 580 dollars) I kept at home hardly working. You know, I do not bother that they stole money. there were very important things that kept memories...as you know we lost parents and some things were stolen belonged to them... Documents were with me, so they could not take them. I afraid to remain at home, I feel lost and I do not want to belive that such bad things happens if this World.

If you were close I could feel safe, but we are thousand miles away.
Now first of all I need now is to fix the door,I do not have opportunity with for that even, But probably I can solve it.. For now the door is not restored I shall be to live at brother.

Well, love I want to finish my letter with good thoughts. And I will tell you something good! I want to tell you about my feelings to you, if you know, how speedy beat my heart when I am walking here with hope to get your letter, as child looking forward to getting her birthday present. You gave me hope, you born feelings in my heart, I want you to know that I fall in love with you, and I miss you I fall in love with you, and I fall in love more strong!

Be with me in your thoughts. I will think of you, so please, think of me as well. 'You are an Angel' - xxxxx!

With all my tenderness.

Your Juliya.

This poem I wrote for you my darling :

Walking under blue sky,
Waiting for present of god,
Looking at you my love, smiling, kissing,
Smiling when I fell your cary hands on my body,
Looking in your yeyes,
Kissing you all the time,
Just let me know when our imaginations come true
I am ready to be with you forever

Looking forward to be with you this night In my dreams

With Love and Kisses
Your Juliya.

Hi my prince!!!!

How I am glad to receive your letter. Thank you very much. Your letters is good support these days, it is necessary for me, To me is difficult because of the past events. Now I live in an house of the Andrey's while restore door. I must admit I feel truly comfortably only if I have received your letter.
I have got some news, Police has cought 3 men, who stolen everything from my apartment. They are all married and have children.
Everything will be returned to my apartment, but little later, I borrowed funds to pay for door and now it is fix. I asked police to let them go and not to write any papers, one of those man asked me to forgive them and cryed.
Do you think I make anything wrong? I am get stuff back and I do not want their children to be without father's, yes, these fathers may be not very good, but anyway, I know how it is hard to be without parents. May be every thief shoul be in prison, but I can not allow to myself to put in prison those man which has children I am better now,I see that you are so kind, I am sure that you are able to support me in difficuld situation! I wanna to kiss you right now so you can feel my sweet lips

The weather here is so fine!

What about your area? How is the weather there now?
Oh, my love at once I want to tell that Besides prowhose I have collected almost all characteristics and petitions from people. Now I will have a meeting with the notary at notary office to legalize all documents. Andrey was able to agree with municipal department. Now he must get all documents about my family and me. Of course contrary to my expectations not all people are unselfish, but the main thing is that we will get these documents.
The rest is not the most important.
You know I live at the brother and I spend some time with Andrey and our friends. My relatives are very happy, you know they like that we comunicate with you, My brother and girlfriends say to you Hi! Today in dreams I saw my parents. My parents were very good people and Mum always gave me 'free of choice' mum told me in the past: 'Juliya, it is your life, you can try everything you want, you can find love, just know that I and your The father in heavens want you to be happy' I loved my parents. So sad they are not with us now.

I should admit that I feel so vulnerable here and even miserable sometimes. People are so cruel and rude. And I am so glad that I have you in my life. I shouldn't complain to you. But you are such a dear person to me and I feel that you understand me.

We communicate some months, it is not short time and we become very close, Svetlana asked me that if you have good relation to me, why have not you send me flowers yet, by this way. I will be happy to get small bouquet, inexpensive, attention - this is what really important for me, you know, post does not work out well here and when I tryed to send flowers from USA to girlfriend for Day of the medical worker, and it could not went throw also, I tryed 3 timed with different sites and at least i sent nice flowers in time throw this site: (website) by this way you can use the same site, i do not need expensive

I only hope you understand me.

My address : Russia,
Full name: Juliya Dayeva
Street : Oktyabrskoe shose 33-18
City: Volgodonsk
Postal code(zip code): :347386.

Do not get me wrong,but i just want you to carry about me and i want to feel that you really need me as i need you. Here is not easy for me now and if you could hold my hand with yours it would make me happy.

Well, we walk all the time now and enjoy it season. I think it is very important to spend time on the open air. And we took picnic in forest wich calls 'shashliki' here in Russia We bought chicken and cooked it in forest on fire. The weather was very fine and not cold, well, my mood is very fine now, I know that soon we will go to 'shashliki' together, it would be great my prince

Looking forward to be with you this night In my dreams

With Love and Kisses

Your Jul.

My dear xxxxx!

I have bad news! I became the drug addict! And my drug - you xxxxx!

I have a little time. I has come here only to write you some lines. I haven't even one free minute. Now the each minute of my day is devoted to you xxxxx! Every minute of my day I use to make our meeting come true. Every minute of my day I think of you and about our meeting.

I give off all my diligence and forces to meet you. I read your letters and cried, because you have touched my heart and soul. You have hit me in the heart.

I cannot find the words to express all my feelings to you. I cannot find the words to explain what I feel. You have won my heart. It was not possible to anybody. I am happy, that I have found you. I have already found happiness. Likely if I will see you, I will go mad. I think, yes, I think that in my heart was born the new feeling, which people call...

No, I will not tell it now. I will tell it when I meet you. I will tell it when I will see your eyes and when you will see my eyes.

Today I finally got almost all papers! ! I shall go to Moscow!
It is the most important point for me. I prepared to this for a long time.
After I will have conversation in embassy I will find out the final decision! I don't want to say 'IF', but it is really a very difficult and tense moment. And I am simply not sure if I will have confidence and self-control. But I have to calm down myself. My worry - our enemy.

I think I am ready. I feel that I can do everything correctly, and we will meet! You should be with me in your thoughts. Without you I so am afraid! Be with me in your thoughts. I so worry. I so want to put my head onto your knees and to feel your warm hand on my face. For the sake of it I am ready to give off all my forces! And Family and girlfriends gives all her forces for our meeting. My door were restored, and I have come back in my house. But I on former cannot feel like in safety However I am well because I am thinking of you xxxxx!

And that I felt better in my apartment, after all event here.

Last night Svetlana has come to my home and she have suggested to bake a cake,- simply to relax after difficult day. We have together invented the new recipe and have started to make a cake. I wish you saw this cake! There is not on the Earth any cake with such a quantity of components! Between of layers of a soft gentle biscuit we placed mush of kiwi and bananas.
The sour cream with a strawberry and juice of fresh lemon have turned into a magnificent cake-cream. We have decorated a cake with a cherry, and when we already wanted to try our cake, we have suddenly understood that we forgot to give a name for our pie. I do not know if is in your country such a tradition, but in Russia each cake have the name, like - 'Cinderella', or 'Ant Hill' or 'Autumn Waltz'. So we began to look attentively at our cake, and to think,- what name this cake must have. Svetlana began to offer various names - 'Palette' or 'Rainbow'. But I said that all this is banal and too ordinary. There is millions cakes with similar names. Then she has offered the name - 'Flying Hippopotamus' or 'Drunk Fakir'! I have asked her - why 'Drunk Fakir'? And she has answered that it is unusually, and in any country of the world I never would find a pie with the similar name!

But I said that it is too foolishly! Svetlana offered tens of names, but to each her offer I answered that it is too foolishly, or too banal, or too ordinary, or it is not interesting. Finally Svetlana has told: 'All right Juliya, if you are so clever, maybe you will offer anything not banal, unusual, not foolish and interesting?' And then I have told: 'Look at this cake! This cake is appetizing just as xxxxx!!!!

I want to name this cake - xxxxx!'

I wish you saw Svetlana during that moment! She has fallen onto a floor and began to laugh loudly! I could not stop her at all! She has told: 'Juliya, you are absolutely crazy Russian woman, but I love the name xxxxx!!!!'

We together laughed loudly all the evening, we drank tea and ate a delightful cake with the name xxxxx!!! I hope you are not offended that I have named a cake by your name? It is a beautiful, sweet, gentle, and very tasty cake!!! xxxxx, I have to go.

I hope you dream and think of me as often as I think of you! I shall write to you before departure to Moscow.
Please, write me the letter! I beg you, do not forget about me now! and, tell me that you wait for me with impatience Please, tell me that you are dreaming to embrace me at the airport!

xxxxx, if some lady would want to be with you while your beloved woman don't see you, what
would you tell that lady? Forgive me, I have to go. But only because I want to meet you as soon as possible!!!!

Your Darling Juliya!

P.S. PLEASE INFORM ME MORE PRECISELY THE NEAREST
AIRPORT(CODE) ON WHICH YOU CAN MEET ME

Good afternoon mine dear and loved xxxxx, for me it is very happy day to see your letter. I'm in Moscow! You can't imagine how happy I am because I already started my trip to you! Moscow is a really big city! I've been told the population of Moscow now is about 20 million of people! From the Volgodonsk I went by train... it was so long way... about 23 hours. When I got off the train in Moscow, policeman asked me about passport and he looked at me like I am an enemy

I think all people here are a little crazy. Everything here is very expensive, not like in my city... and everywhere are big crowds of people!
Everywhere is so many people! I feel uncomfortable because of it but I hope I will be OK soon. I couldn't find a cheap hotel, everything is so expensive in Moscow. I managed to find number for $80.. but I have counted it also expensive. I managed to find my girlfriend, Maria...
We studied at university. She has allowed me to stop in her house.
We had many conversations, spoke about you much. Maria it is very glad for me! Today she has carried out all the day long with me..
And by the evening accompanied to the Internet of cafe.
And has gone for work.
xxxxx I think that everything most difficult has remained behind us!
I had the conversation in embassy! I knew that it would be a difficult conversation, but I could not imagine at all that I must answer to so many questions. And prior to the beginning of I have been so frightened, I so worried. But as soon as they have asked the first question, I at once became absolutely calmed down. I simply sat, and straight answered to questions. I spoke everything what I think, in all sincerity, as always. They asked me actually about everything!
They asked me about my life, about my childhood,, about terrorism, about my work, about my last relationship. They have read all documents which I has collected. They asked me about my belief in god. and often I saw on their faces that they expected from me not such the answers, but I didn't want to speak beautiful things which pleasantly to listen to. I simply spoke sincerely all what in my heart.
And first I thought that my answers have not satisfied them, but they have told that to listen to my answers very pleasantly and unusually.
They have told that 'bitter' sincerity always better than 'sweet' flattery. Besides, I already had experience of reception of the visa and they really have been impressed with fact that I had such a great support from many people and establishments. And maybe in some hours All papers will be in my hands !!!!! I can't believe. I feel that I did all correctly. xxxxx I should also ask you the very important question once again.
When I'll arrive to you, there is a place, I however can be stop at your home?
Or however I should live in the hotel? But I dont want stop in the hotel. dont like hotel. But I have found some variants. Just in case.
And dear, dont forget send me all information.

1. Your full name in passport.
2. Your full home address and accessible phone.
3. Also once again nearest airport . Where you will precisely meet me.

xxxxx today I saw my parents in my sleep-dream, and they smiled to me.
I know that it is their approval. I see my parents in sleep-dream very seldom!
I always knew that dream will never simply fall into hands from the sky. I always knew that if you want the dream to come true, you must do for this purpose all what in your forces. I know that it is necessary to believe, hope and struggle. And I really struggled xxxxx, I tried to do all what in my forces. And I hope god will help us. after all difficulties, after all efforts I believe that Everything will be fine! I really feel that I did everything well.

xxxxx I worry very much, but my heart say to me that I should smile.
And I smile today. I feel that I will meet you. I feel that the meeting at the airport will be beautiful and romantic. I will tell you everything what I will feel at that moment, and you will tell me. And then we will leave the airport and we will chatter and laugh. I will tell you how I endured the flight in the plane and what I was thinking about.
You will tell me how you waited for me at the airport. And then we will have a wonderful time together. We will walk, spend evenings, to watch funny and scary movies, - and I will hide under your hand at the most scary moment... We will meet together the first beams of the sun and will see off a magnificent sunset. We will sit near a window and to drink hot tea while in the street will be a strong rain. How I want to have a breakfast together and a supper with candles. How I want to shout together with you at the stadium; or simply to lay on a bed, and to tell each other about a life. How I want all this - simple things which will bring to us so many joy. If everything will be fine, I will start the most difficult process - preparation of my suitcase! .
xxxxx probable by during week we shall be together

SOON WE WILL BE TOGETHER!!!!! But now I have to go! My legs shiver as if I the schoolgirl! . Wish me luck and think of me!

Your Juliya.

Hi my xxxxx! When I waited your letter, I was so tense. I really was afraid to ask the help because people in Russia do not like to help each other.
Now in my life there are two people who I can rely completely on. Now in my life there are you and I feel myself as behind a stone wall. I am afraid of nothing.
I know that we will be together and I can thank you not by words but my feelings.
I can prove to you that you are worthy of most best in this life and if I can give you the best, I will make it. I ask you the help, and it is really necessary for me. Your words gave calmness to my heart. My dear! Your words have convinced me that I meet you and I will be happy as never before.

xxxxx my time is limited. I am obliged to pay full cost. I spend all the day trying to come up with any help but everything were possible it I got telegram from Svetlana and she with my brother is sending 5500 roubles ($183) to support me here,it is all they had Also I could borrow 3000 roubles (100 $) from girlfriend, here in Moscow.

And we need about 190 more, I ask you only what I really need. But I want you to know, that I would be grateful to you in any case. I am grateful to you already now. Any your help is a big support for me. I will be grateful to you for any help.

I did not want to put you into inconvenient position. Please forgive me once again. The word of honor if I could do without your help, I would not began to ask you about the help. You are the last person to whom I has addressed for the help. I think nevertheless I must explain why I have addressed to you. I want you to understand that I really did all what I could.

I expected that I could convince the boss of mine to give me vacation payment now.
If I could receive this money now, I would pay my travel completely.
But I was refused. Also, I have been compelled to buy new door for my apartment.
But I cannot leave my apartment with broken door. That's why I have bought a Steel door and have employed the repairman to fix it. I could not make it by myself. And of course I have been compelled to pay for his work.
In Russia nobody will make it free-of-charge. Also you know, that thieves have stolen funds from my apartment. And they, still have not returned it..

But they have subscribed that will transfer to me funds in three weeks and I can compensate to you. I have paid for all papers for travel and a basic part of tickets. I did not want to tell to you about all these things.

But I want you to understand that I did not want to ask you. I really tried to make everything what in my forces. But I did not expect all these unforeseen circumstances. But now I have you, you are my hope and support, and I think that if I ask you the help, it is not a sin. I really want to be with you. I understand that I must do all by self. But I could not and I leave my destiny in your hands. I need you and I wait your answer, your love and your help. Once again forgive me. I so want to thank you. I'm so happy that I will see you. Simply know, that I am sincerely grateful to you and I will prove to you it when I will arrive to you. I have given all what I could. And all what I have now are my Feelings, the sincerity of which I think I has proved; and Hope that you will not throw me now when the most difficult things are behind.

Only $190 and we shall be together.

Please xxxxx I'm happy that I will see you. Now I am sure in it on 1000. And it so calms me. Together we are much stronger, and to go thru obstacles together is much easier. I really haven't anybody more except of you.
My dear, I long time did not fly in a plane . And I should tell that I am afraid. I so often saw in TV-news about accidents, planes falling when all passengers perish. Are you afraid to fly by plane? I am really afraid.
And I am afraid that I will have feeling of a nausea. You should teach me how to not worry in a plane! I hope for you.

Your yesterday, your today, your for ever - Juliya!

My dear xxxxx! its me Juliya How are you doing there?

I am fine, thank you for your letter, i have always been honest to you and i am very serious about our relations, i would never let you down and i have no back thoughts about our future together. I see that it is not easy way for getting me there,could you tell me if we have only problem to put funds together for my trip there? May be you are not ready? Let me know.

I belive that God has connected us and i think that if we have a chance to meet now and if we have a possibility to check how couple able we are in person, why do not we meet now? If it is Destiny and it is about us,just lets make it True and enjoy our happiness. I do not belive that we have find each other by mistake. Our life is too short and there is no way to wait.

Do you really want to put me in such situation when i have to wait 5 more month for our missing you all the time?

xxxx Believe me i do not really think it is necessary to do if we can make it now. I Do Believe there is no impossible things in this World if people do really want it. I want us to be together and try relations, i listen to my heart and it tells me that you are good man.

I try to come up with funds from my end, i will be getting around 80 usd today from my girlfriend

so i will need about 110 usd your support,please go to bank and send it here asap

so i can pay for tickets before weekend, use the instruction i send you in my last letter and make transfer, the next week is going to bring us together and i hope you will come to the airport with red roses and we will have our first kiss there. And much more at home after that

We need to hurry, we have very less of time,i need to go...

I am looking forward to hearing from you !

Yours Juliya

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