by Mountainmaiden
Fri Mar 08, 2013 6:47 pm
This was his 1st letter to me , it's a doozie*
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I have enjoyed our communication so very much and i must say i really appreciate it so much. I wanted to tell you more about me. I want to tell you this way because right now, I feel like writing and... . Here is some of my story....Although telling you all these things tends to take some of the mystery out of "what is me", I will never be boring and always hope to keep you smiling.
Some things you know but I hope to have a few surprises too and continue to bring a smile to your face. I was born in the morning on oct 12.. I am 5'7ft and about 173cms.... My hair colour dark brown and my eye colour is blue. I don't get real tan and have to be careful or I sunburn.
I love to read, mostly romance stories. I love to read, all types of things. I have a Kindle that is stuffed with books of all types! My all time favorite book is Atlas Shrugged by Ayn Rand. I've read it at least 25 times, and every year or two I pick it up and read it again.
I like to treat people as good as they treat me. I try to be kind and considerate always. I can be out spoken and have no problem speaking my mind but I try to be nice and respectful as I do it.
I am a very inquisitive person, almost like a child who asks why over and over again. I ask for the details so I understand completely. I want to learn and I want to know more and more.
I am a very honest person and most people hate me for it.
What I look for in a woman, I want someone who is assertive and isn't the type to just quit something if it is too difficult. I want someone who is definitely confident with her woman hood but not afraid to go to the theatre or risk, and who will ask me to go to a hockey game or go out shooting or fishing, but be willing to teach me how. I want an exchange of activities, his and hers,
I want someone strong willed enough to keep me and my opinions under control without me losing myself, if I need to be told to "shut up" tell me nicely. And if she is not feeling "it" tell me, don't just disappear and make me wonder.
What I feel I have to offer my woman....I have so much love in my heart, I feel frustrated being alone because the love I want to give has to be bottled up. The woman I am with will always be treated with dignity and respect. I want to make my goal in life to make her happy, to attend to her every want and need, I just need to be told what they are if I don't figure it out. I understand that men and women are different, we think different, we have different emotions, we love different, I try to not expect my woman to figure out my needs, I will tell her.
In a relationship what do I want? I want for the woman to be the woman...I want a woman who is confident without arrogance. I want her to make me feel like I am the only one around, even in a crowded room, ...I want for her to never lose herself to my wants or needs, I want her to listen when I talk and disagree if she thinks I am full of it, I don't want her to try to figure me out, just ask me what she wants to know. I don't want to have to read her mind either, I want to know if she thinks I am gorgeous and if she truly doesn't like what I am wearing, even if I don't change it. I want to talk and talk and talk and never go to bed mad.
Am I passionate in a relationship? Yes, sometimes way too passionate. I feel too much, I worry, I am too open (duh), I give 110% when maybe only 75% is needed, I think too much. I can lose myself to try to please someone. less i forget, i deleted my profile because i want to concentrate on you.I want no game on here.
But to put it simply, I want to be in love.
What do you think?
Sergent Matt Chess
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